I'd rather

Tonight
I'd rather be watching the moon
and silently listening
to the song of the leaves.
Than open my heart to you
for way too soon
and let you feel insecure
in all your beliefs.

In all about you and me.
Your feelings and thoughts.
In all about me being
for you may a lot.

Too much.
or too little.
Too low or too loud.
Too scared of feeling it.
Too scared to be allowed.

Love you and care about
your wishes and dreams.

For me to say how i feel
it's harder than it seems.

I may be Too witchy,
too normal,
too shy.
I’m maybe too quiet
for you see me shine.

So I’d rather sit here
enjoying the moon.
Trying to forget
of all what I feel.
Than ruin what we have
by opening too soon.
And let myself hurt
by watching you leave

with my heart that you for sure
would on your way home quietly steal.